i never knew it was going to be so hard to start...i thought, like magic, my problems will go away....day by day i finded really hard not to say, what i am doing here?...but at the same time, with every weird day over my shoulders, i find my family beside me, my girls smiling, i love them...i also got new "challenges", things that you just dont expect anymore, like my 4 year old asking me to go to the toilet with her and help her wash her hands, and watch tv with her, go with me to the kitchen, bathroom, to open the door, in other words, to be my shadow....dont take me wrong, i loved to do those things when i was in lincoln, but here it is very hard to watch her and my 7 month old sophie at the same time....and i tell you why, because this is peru....
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