Prolog: Since what it looks to be forever, emily has been anxious and extremely careful of people around her, sometime it feels good and sometimes...reeeaaalllllyyyy!!!!, just go down to the slide, or the door is there please emily just go!!!!....and here is what happended from few simple words of an encouraging mother to her daughter...
Emily: wait mommy!!!! please don't leave me!....(after just getting out of the car)....
Mommy: thinking when is she going to grown up her fears....Never! i said, I will always be with you, always always always! (while hugging her with all my love....) Even when you married with a nice boy, i will be with you, i will live in your bassement and i am going to take care of your 10 children (she has told me that before....)
Emily: ....she smile...but mommy! i don't have a bassement!....(of course, mentioning about having 10 children is out of discusion.......)
Mommy: When you know a nice boy and get married (yes, always repeating nice boy i hope it will get stock in her mind if i tell her over an over....) i am goong to live with you....
three days later....
Emily: Mommy i know a nice boy, his name is Chase.....but is not Chase Cummings, is Chase McGee......He is 12, but he is short for his age......
Mommy: .....(what?????.....is he irish????......already????.....ok, just kids right?)
a week later after a field trip to the omaha zoo.....
Emily: Mommy, Chase and I got married, i ask him if he wanted to be a daddy and he said "OK!".....
Mommy: .....(what??????...i always though emily was shy.....uhmmmmm, maybe i was mistaken.....wait a second, married!!!!).....ok emily, tell me, when, where, why, who (again), details, details......
Emily: ugggg...i told him to married me and he said OK mommy....
Mommy: just Ok, what else....
Emily: nothing....(and getting anoyed of all the questioning)....
Mommy: (ok i see, i will let it go...)sooo, you went to the zoo right?...
Emily: yes, and i hold Chase hand.....and now he is a daddy (a daddy=a husband)
Mommy: (ok i need to talk something else cause Chase seems to be everywhere...)
next monday....we are walking to school and a little boy runs to open the door for us..
Emily: Daddy!!!!!!Mommy, he is daddy......
Mommy: (i said thank you to the boy and try to be fast in my mind to said something....) so you are Chase right?
Chase: Yes.....lets go emily.....
Mommy: (and that was it! well he is polite....and cute.....and they seem to be friends....and...ok stop, they are just children and playing.....but for some reason my heart pump for my little one, feeeling worried/secure watching her growing.....then me leaving in a basement full of children, it is going to happen, i hope not to soon and not too late, i am not that young......and also a Chase .......i guess i need to keep saying NICE BOY more frecuently......
Epilog:
two weeks later after seen on TV that you can ask for a wish if you see "flying stars"...
Emily: Mommy i wish we have those stars here in lincoln so i can ask that Chase McGee will live with us because he is going to be my daddy.....
Mommy: emily just caught me writing and ask me why i was writing about Chase McGee.....i am not pretending to be intrude but i need to write to remmember all the details about you.....i really didn't said that, i just told her i am writing what she told me because i am making a letter too (she was writing one)......she smiled and kept doing her letter....my angel, i love you so much....
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